Month: September 2005

Dreaming of the ultimate tennis match played by minuscule monetary units in an increasingly futile competition.

I headed off to my Acting one class. There we worked on finding the dramatic self – the good verses evil in all of us. The majority of the class was spent with the professor telling us a story where we were walking in the woods. It first started out marry, with me walking in a familiar woods. I envisioned that I was walking in the MDC woods in New Hartford. I envisioned that the essence of my perfect friend had appeared beside me and that we were in almost ecstasy. It then began to rain, and the woods soon became unfamiliar and daunting. We huddled close together in fear that we would loose each other, and crawled threw the sodden copse, the trees growing ever closer. Suddenly there came a rustling in the brush nearby. Some large animal was out there. We stood still for a while, then, the beast not wandering off; we decided to see whether we could call it off. It did not appear to work at first, but then the fiend slowly became more and more faint. Then they, the fiends who wanted only for us to be in utter misery descended upon my friend. We struggled, but in vain. Slowly, in utter remorse as to the joy that could have been, I wept and felt the life blood slipping faintly away. Time passed, and it did come to pass that, one warm spring I felt a faint twinge of feeling somewhere deep in memory past, of a time when all was well, and friends and loved ones abounded much. Slowly this feeling swept over me, and finally I had a new sense of resolve that live must carry on, and that want once was, may still be, all that is needed is perseverance. The class then went back to the present tense and we discussed what we had field during the adventure. Then class ended and I lost my hat. Hopefully I can find it next Wednesday.
-Aaron E-J

Some where,
Some way,
Some how,
Some day,
We will all join together,
I Know.
But there is learning we must do,
For knowledge is the key,
In finding what we seek,
And I know it is not is not easy,
When we are all alone,
But for us to persevere,
We need to find some friends,
–This is the hardest task by far.
-Aaron E-J

Were going on a new journey,
I hope you all can join,
Out to a place unknown to us,
So we can find out more,
For learning is our joy and love,
And this task only fun,
If you all can join us hear and now,
For we love everyone.
-Aaron E-J

Is randomness random?
I think it is,
But how can you prove,
What you do believe,
When the answer,
To a question,
That no one has asked,
Is not something you know?
The way you find out,
Is to ask it yourself,
And then it will come out clear,
And if someone agrees,
To the translation of you,
Than you may just have a friend.
I have asked my question,
But no one’s replied,
And so,
Lonely I stay.
I will not give up,
For the answer is clear,
And many still remain,
I will search them out,
I will try to find,
Everyone who does agree,
Whether it be few,
Or many (I hope),
Still remains to be seen,
But in the end,
I know there will be one,
Who meshes ever so well.
-Aaron E-J

I will then go to sleep and dream of nightingales stirring the breeze as they sing of lost friends and found flights in the mystery of time. When they find where their going I hope I can join. But I’m not that lucky thus far. But I just have to try, and try I just will, until morning does dawn and a new day awaits. So I wake up from sleep and into daydream, which I hope can bring change and I hope change is good. And I know that one day it will be.
-Aaron E-J

I will be here,
I will be there,
I will be where,
The crowd leads me not,
On this day,
I will be,
Somewhere unknown,
To someone who does not no me,
And few do it does seem,
So I will not tell them,
Until more want to know
-Aaron E-J